Emmas Story!

Ok, you should probably know why I'm doing this. I'm doing this because Shane is my superhero, he is the guy I would turn to when my world was a pit of darkness.

When I lived with my dad I had to live without alot of things; love, feeling wanted, being treated like my brother, and mostly, feeling safe. I felt so scared and terrified like I was always doing something wrong.

My friend showed me Shane when I was over at her house on June 25th 2010 and she said that Shane had posted a new video. I had known about him before cuz my other friend Ariana had a huge crush on him and had a collage of him on her sketchbook. We watched Emo Breakup part 2 and I was so confused so we watched the first part and them all of his videos including his Christmas Cash spoof, Fred is dead, Bad Bromance, etc. I had a feeling joy that went through me everytime I watched him.

I felt happy.

I got grounded from the Internet for 7 months and couldn't watch Shane... And those months were the lowest point in my life. Most of the kids in my class hated me, my family hated me, I never felt loved, not cared for.

Not wanted
on this planet anymore.

I wanted to kill myself so much, my dad found a note I wrote on my desk saying I wanted that and he said if he found a letter like that again I'd be put into a mental hospital. When I finally started watching Shane again I felt better even though my life was so horrible and I was stressed and depressed and felt like thing was right.

He was the only good thing in my life.

After my dad hit me I left and moved back with my mom, and I'm so happy now. All my friends don't like him because they think he's perverted (which is true) and stupid and gay. But I just ignore it because all of their lives have been perfect, not like mine I haven't spoken to my dad since I said I was staying in Alberta (August 2011) and now Shane is the biggest thing in my life. My life isn't horrible now but we still have to change custody and there's money problems but I hope one day they'll turn out good :)


THANK YOU FOR BEING MY
SUPERHERO SHANE!!!!